I don’t really know what am i feeling right now. I don’t know if i’m depress or what. I take drugs, I drink too much, spend time outside and forget all the things that I should be doing like school. Last time I went out with friends, went to a bar and drank then smoke. And meeting lots of strange people. I was acting different. It felt good though but deep inside of me there is something strange happening. I don’t know what it is or why. Then I can’t sleep properly, I’ve been up for like 3 days already. I take different pills all at once and I want to be alone most of the time. I cry and cry when I’m alone. I don’t wanna talk to anybody about this. This is the only way I can let this out but I don’t really know what is in me right now. I am really confuse.!!!! I DON’T KNOW!